Saturday, 13 December 2014


As I start i wish not to stop
and i pray it be more than just hope
faith comes by hearing they say
but the hearing has got to be day by day
daily at his feet without paying any fees
will i learn from the teacher whose knowledge doesn't cease
coz he'z the very knowledge and he himself is
if to live is Christ and to die is gain
then in him i can die and still remain
lost or found my life is full of afflictions
its better i believe so i could find redemption
am fed up with the enemy's deceptive scheme
my iniquity's so gross i need to follow him
the man on the cross is my Elohim
he came so that i get born again
and from all sin i now refrain
through him i have life and its life in abundance
now i know am not here by chance
he came and did what the law couldn't do
not just for me but for you too
now for us who are in Christ there's no condemnation
tell me,is anything better than eternal liberation?
so unto him our hands we raise
to the one who saves we offer our praise
all praise to the name of the savior who reigns
salvation by grace through faith in his name
he's taken our blame,embraced our shame
he's raised from the grave, so his fame we proclaim

From my almost shut down website........part 2

An intelligent faith
Beholding the life of Jesus Christ, we see a total stranger; a man of a completely different race, different culture, and above all, a wholly different nature- and one that we know not of; an indescribably passionate character, one we cannot fully grasp, neither can we estimate; a man most unpredictable, yet most certain, most exact; a man of the widest grasp, deeply cultured in Infinite Wisdom, intensely searching in mind and heart every moment- who ever brought wisdom forth from the eye of a needle, who can draw infinity from leaven and three measures of meal? Jesus did. A man whose every manner testifies of humble majesty and authority; a man fitting all roles, fitting all ranks as perfectly as the completer of a puzzle. Of Him every soul feels the thought of Divinity; He is the mind of God- the most meticulous, intelligent, wise, and the dearest thought of God- He is the infinite thought and the very infinite heart of God shaped out and made of finite substance for humanity to see and touch and hear; He is the express image of the Most High. None of these descriptions fully match Him. All can be testified of this Man, not because He came to us as God, (for He presented Himself to us as man), but because He came as a Man perfectly obedient to the laws of the Most High. He says, “Be ye perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect.” His intense peculiarity was the natural design of perfect obedience to God. And yes, His nature was divine, for the word and Spirit of God are not of men but of the Divine, yet for men; and oh yes, we can be partakers of that most lovely divine nature! For He that gives us the power to become children of the Most High says, “we all, beholding as in a natural glass the glory of our Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory as by the Spirit of God.” “Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature”.
This most intelligent faith can only spring forth from the law of God, of which Jesus Christ was and is a living testimony. For thus saith the Lord, “Now therefore, if ye will obey My voice indeed, and keep My covenant, then ye shall be a peculiar treasure unto Me above all people: for all the earth is Mine.”

From my almost shut down Website.....part 1

We worship God in Spirit and in Truth

We love God supremely and our neighbors as our own selves.

Our life is God's gift to us and what we do with it is our gift back to Him.

All praise, honor, reverence, glory power and adoration are His forever.

Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from thence thou shalt seek the LORD thy God, thou shalt find him, if thou seek him with all thy heart and with all thy soul.

Isaiah 26:9
With my soul have I desired thee in the night; yea, with my spirit within me will I seek thee early : for when thy judgments are in the earth, the inhabitants of the world will learn righteousness.

Isaiah 31:1
Woe to them that go down to Egypt for help; and stay on horses, and trust in chariots, because they are many; and in horsemen, because they are very strong ; but they look not unto the Holy One of Israel, neither seek the LORD!

Matthew 6:33
But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

Thursday, 5 September 2013


I have always loved mind games
especially when I make it to the hall of fame
its a lot easier if its a 2-player challenge
even when a human and a computer avenge
but it barely goes well if its you against yourself
that sort of makes it a little too easy to save your game data in ELF

But again am a loner, even in the open
so I get to experience this more than just often
and I cant tell whether its my heart against my mind,
am sure you can relate, you of my kind,
or is it between the Spirited John and the 'do it my way' Roy ?
honestly, right now, I feel more like n alloy

All I know is that player 1 is me, and player 2 is still me!
and when I say we, I mean me and me.
this game is starting to get quite hard
yet also interesting 'coz I need no graphics card, its already in HD
just glad my game isn't as violent as I am anti-government
its still tricky since P1 cant be bent when P2 scales to his achievement

Earlier, when it began, I thought my mind halves itself
then it impersonates each self
so either left or right is a clone of the other,
but this is a game where only one get to beat the other,
now it seems player 1 is half of me,
and player 2 is the other half of me,
nonetheless I feel 100% me
whenever the former or the latter makes a move,
how can I play check mate to me!

Monday, 4 June 2012

Where You are

Through God's will I was posted to Chemelil in 2007, honestly i never wanted to, but He did, i believe so since He allowed it. I thought four years was enough but I was wrong, He took me back there for a job, once again I was wrong to think that was it all, so He got me another job in Chemelil. And that makes it six years. you must be asking what's my point ha? here.........

Far from book-work and academics, I have come to know my life purpose, to see why my will must never over-ride God's will. Chemelil has been the place for me to crown the last quarter of what I call the formative years of my life. Here I have had to learn to recognize others, to kill pride, to reach out and most importantly, live for Christ. Even while at High school, I think the one thing that makes me smile is how God used me.

As I type this, its one month before I ''leave'' this small town. I have this however to report - that it is for me a type of many other towns out there, which in like manner have one common feature, an innate desire for salvation, i mean, of all the stories and things I have talked with the people I keep meeting, one thing stands out irrefutable brethren, man cannot live by bread alone but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God. The old, the young, male and female, even pupils and students whom I coached manifested that one reality we can never run from,at least not for long.

Brothers, sisters,( in or or out of Chemelil) - wherever you go (except hell) , know this, its by the Lord's will that you are there, are you in line with His expectations? or are you avoiding your responsibilities. -
Matthew 28:19-20Go then, and make disciples of all the nations, giving them baptism in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit:
Teaching them to keep all the rules which I have given you: and see, I am ever with you, even to the end of the world.

The Lord be honored!

Tuesday, 17 April 2012

My Brother's keeper

I have a job, am working, but its on contract renewable every year, my buddies and family wish that I renew it this year, especially for the money and the experience, but am thinking otherwise. I'm not any different, I mean we all need money and more experience to boost our resume, but that's not exactly what appeals to me, at least not at the moment. See I have a brother, a candidate anticipating National Examinations which allows transition from Primary to Secondary Level Education. The tests are due in October, while my contract ends in June, so am thinking of being there for him, help him study, the revision and all that appertains to exam preparation.

I did my part, I passed through what he now goes through..the tension, the anxiety, the shivers, the high hopes, the 'I don't know how it's gonna be' and I went through it all by myself, nobody seemed to understand, all they did, especially dad was say ''I need the best from you, boy!'' from mum, she smiled but I knew the pain of disappointing her, it goes without mentioning the expectations of teachers, and of course my own lofty, it was overwhelming.

I now think about my brother having to go through it too, I could choose to let him learn his own lessons, well, yes and no, I could also teach him a few that I already know about, like how to handle all these feelings, how to manage your emotions, how to keep your calm,yea, and that's why am not going to renew my contract, instead, am going to be there for him.
I used to want to do it big
When you’re only focused on yourself that’s small
How true. It’s not all about me. It is not all about what I want and what I need. It is about helping my brother, both biological and otherwise to get to where they ought to be. As we speak, my brother has renewed energy simply because I also showed renewed interest in his education. And when (not if) he makes it, it will be his success.
Cain claimed he was not his brother’s keeper. I am thinking this is mostly because, at back of his mind, he knew that he was, indeed, his brother’s keeper. Jesus talked about feeding and clothing brothers and sisters. He did it, we should to. Whatever it is you do for someone who is looking up to you or lacking, you do it for Him. I finish off with Jesus’ words of wisdom
‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’ Matthew 25:40

Sunday, 27 November 2011

Love Beyond Compare

Jesus said, “Therefore My Father loves Me, because I lay down My life that I may take it again.” John 10:17. That is, “My Father has so loved you that He even loses Me more for giving My life to redeem you. In becoming your Substitute and Surety, by surrendering My life, by taking your liabilities, your transgressions, I am endeared to My Father; for by My Sacrifice, God can be just, and yet the Justifier of Him who believeth in Jesus.” None but the Son of God could accomplish our redemption; for only He was the bosom of the Father could declare Him. Only He who knew the height and depth of the love of God could make it manifest. Nothing less than the infinite sacrifice made by Christ in behalf of fallen man could express the Father’s love to lost humanity.

“God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son.” He gave Him not only to live among men, to bear their sins and die their sacrifice, He gave Him to a fallen race. Christ was to identify Himself with the interests and needs of humanity. He who was one with God has linked Himself with the children of men by ties that are never to be broken. Jesus is “not afraid to call them brethren.” Hebrews 2:11. He is our Sacrifice, our Advocate, our Brother, bearing our human form before the Father’s throne, and through eternal ages one with the race He has redeemed-the Son of man. And all this that man might be uplifted from the ruin and degradation of sin, that He might reflect the love of God, and share the joy of holiness.